It was a great day in office. I was so happy that our group project in building the company's identity has been approved by Mr.Harold, the Head of Department. It was indeed a hard task but we have achieved it. Its not only that, I was actually eyeing this girl lately. Her name was Mary. She is working in my office but in a different department. She is so pretty. I just want to know her more in depth. I know that getting to know a girl, especially a beautiful girl is going to be hard but it's okay... I can give it a try... Never know what happens.. Anyway, she is just one of the girl I got attracted too..Okay than diary, I have to get going.. i have dinner to attend with Thomas.
16 March 1999, 9.42 p.m.
I just realize that, Mary is just not a girl.. I don't know why, but each day I go to work, my eyes will keep looking around to spot where Mary is.. It is just so weird.. I never had this feeling before and I can't control this feeling in me.. Don't tell me.. I have really fell in love with her?! I go to work and the first thing I do is walk pass her... just to see her and at that time she will look at me with a smile.. a smile which makes me want to keep starring in her eyes.. :)
17 March 1999, 9.15 p.m
Dear diary, I am so sorry because all the things that i am writing in you...its definitely going to be about MARY... Oh my God... I am becoming really obsessive with her... I cant control my feelings anymore.. I feel like confronting to her all my feelings.. It's keep popping in my mind like a pop up message... I feel like I am being too dramatic.. okay, the only think I am going to do now is write her a letter..
18 March 1999, 10.04 p.m.
I kept the letter on her desk..and ran out as fast as lightning.. After a while, she went into her room.. At first, she didn't realize the letter..I was just peeping at her from outside without making her realize it was me.. As soon as she kept her handbag on the table and turned on her laptop... Than, she realized the letter.. She opened it...
DEAR MARY,
LIFE IS MEANINGLESS WITHOUT LOOKING AT YOU,
YOUR SMILE, IS ALWAYS DISTRACTING ME FROM CONCENTRATING IN MY WORK,
I CAN ALWAYS SMELL YOUR PERFUME, WHENEVER YOU ARE SOMEWHERE NEAR TO ME,
YOU ARE JUST A PERFECT CREATION OF GOD,
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SHARE THE SAME AMOUNT OF HAPPINESS AND ALSO SADNESS THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH,
A DAY WITHOUT LOOKING AT YOU MAKES MY WHOLE DAY DIM TO DARKNESS
I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME
AND I JUST WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU..
(AND IF YOU ARE INTERESTED,
YOU CAN WRITE ME A LETTER AND LEAVE IT UNDER THE FLOWER POT OUTSIDE YOUR ROOM..)
WITH LOVE,
MR.XXX
While she was reading, she was actually smiling.. Her reaction towards the letter was so satisfying to see.. She was indeed impressed with the letter I gave her.. After looking at her, I left the office.
19 March 1999, 7.58 p.m.
I went to check whether there was any letter behind the flower pot.. I was really hoping for a reply from her.. When I got closer to the flower pot, I realized that nothing was behind it.. I was so sad :( I didn't know what to do.. I just went to my place and continued doing my work.. It was totally a sad day.. Nights diary..
21 March 1999, 9.27 p.m.
You know what diary!!!Since yesterday I have been waiting for a reply from MARY,... And I have finally got it.. She stated that.......
DEAR MR XXX,
I WOULD LIKE, YOU TO REVEAL YOURSELF SO THAT I CAN KNOW YOU EVEN BETTER..YOUR LETTER HAS IMPRESSED ME.. BUT I DON’T WANT TO GET IN A RELATIONSHIP THROUGH A LETTER..I WANT TO KNOW YOU BETTER..SO, PLEASE COME AND MEET ME AT THE CAFETERIA DURING OUR LUNCH BREAK.
FROM, MARY
After reading her letter.. I was so amazed.. I didn't want to reveal myself yet because I am afraid that she won't accept me for who I am... I am just a normal looking guy,.So, I wanted to be her secret admire.. and get her many gifts to start up her day with a wide smile..
25 March 1999, 10.30 p.m.
I got her a Famous Amos cookies with a small teddy bear on it.. I left it on her desk and rushed out as soon as possible.. She was so happy to see that small gift on her table.. She kept staring at it.. I didn't want to keep looking at her.. so that she would not suspect me..
(days have been passing by and I kept giving her small surprises to keep her happy.. we both were still writing letters to each other.. but till today, I didn't want to confront to her yet... I kept having the nervousness in me.. i didn't want her to reject me for any reasons)
-after 2 years........-
3 March 2001, 7.30 p.m.
It has been already been around 2 years since, I wrote in you, dear diary.. I was kind of busy with my projects.. It was such a huge task to do as you know... It's been a while since I wrote about my apple of my eye, Mary... Do you know something diary, till today, I didn't approach to Mary..yet.. I am still waiting for a perfect day to confront to her.. And I know the day is going to come so soon :)
5 May 2001, 8.43 p.m.
A lazy day.. The whole day had been raining and I couldn't go out for a nice evening walk.. All I did was laze on the couch and watched TV.... And now it's time to go to bed.. Nights :)
14 July 2001, 2.32 p.m.
Dear diary, I got to tell you this,, I just got to know that Mary will be going to New York in around 2 months.. I have this plan to actually fly there, and propose to her.. It is definitely going to be great.. I am so excited to do it..
24 August 2001, 5.30 p.m.
Mary's flight have been confirmed.. She will be leaving on the 9th of September.. and I have already booked my tickets too.. I will leaving a day after she leaves.. which is on the 10th September.. I am going to propose to her.. my presence will definitely surprise her.. This is what she has been waiting quite long.. I have been keeping he wait and wait and wait.. But, this time.. I am not going to make her wait anymore..
9 September 2001, 11.46 p.m.
New York City.. I will be there tomorrow.. Keep Mary safe there.. cause she will be arriving really soon there.. I am going to pack my stuffs up now.. and diary, don't worry I am bringing you along too... Sleep tight diary..
10 September 2001, 4.02 p.m.
Hey, NEW YORK CITY.. I am here.. After unpacking my stuffs.. I immediately sent a message to Mary saying that.. I am already in New York and I am here to surprise her something really big .. and she can never guess it.. After few minutes, she replied me by saying..she was so happy reading my message.. and she couldn't wait for tomorrow..
11 September 2001, 6.30 a.m.
I couldn't sleep.. I think I am going to surprise her when she goes to office,.. Wish me luck diary... I want to just get this done.. I know I can do it.. I am strong enough to do so.. I am going to see her.. and express my love towards her.. I have to be confident in myself.. its has already been 2 years plus, keeping her wait.. so, now its almost the time to reveal everything.. I am just so nervous now.. I really hope everything is going to go on smooth.. I just want to live with her till my last breath…. Till now diary … wish me luck, once again… the next time I write here.. its definitely going to be the about the first date we had... Bye bye :)
*The End * (of the Diary)
On 11 September, Mary didn't go to work because she wanted Joseph to find her in the office.. But unfortunately, four planes that were flying in the US were hijacked by the Islamist extremists.. Two of the planes were flown into the twin towers or the WORLDS TRADE CENTER in New York.. And that is the place Mary was sent to work.. If Mary didn't go to work, than who would have went searching for her..... YES..you are right.. Joseph was in the building when this incident happened.. Mary got to know this.. and she was really upset about it.. She managed to find the hotel, he was staying to take back his belongings,, and that's when she found the DIARY...
All the while, she had been reading the diary... and she just realize how much Joseph loved her.. She couldn't take the pain.. After 2 days, Mary was found death.. She hung herself.. by writing a letter..saying... "I will come with you to Heaven"
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